Me and My Wishes.

2009-11-22T01:01:00.000+08:00

the topic on besties?
like erm......ok.
first of all..,yes u r my bestie.bt where r u?wen i needed u?
im sorie for nt telling u dat im goin to SAP.i didnt knw its gona make u felt left out.im sorie.
bt den again,u were nt ther wen i needed sum1 to talk.u can c me always on the go and very motivated bt deep inside,im telling u
im jus trying to put a brave front.
wher were u wen i tried calling u?msging u like a dumb ass knwing u would reply.im nt sure if we r able to b like we used to be..
i miss us goin shopping,dancing to our kind of music(ahha),eating our fav foods(manhattan fish market and seoul garden),u sleeping at house(sharing the same bed!).i miss those things.
of course i will nt blame u for all this shit.i knw long time dat u started to do the biz wif me is bcos of i dun knw wat..bt i knw u didnt wana do it.im sorie if i force u all dis while n being pushy.
do wats best for u and i will be rite here if u need me.rmmber im jus a call away.u dun need to go thru bom or whu ever jus to knw bout my updates.

2009-08-06T04:04:00.003+08:00

the returned.

yeah yeah im back blogging after so so so so bloody long missing in action..jus dun feel like blogging animore.talking abt the same thing dat happen everydae in ur life..buttttt!wateva im still gona blog it!ahahahah!
yeah yeah!ppl been blogging bout their aniversary lar engagesary lar...mine actuali was last two daes!weee!4th of august!it was our 8yrs and 3mths!wow!n i dun think dat im able to make our grand celebrities wedding nxt yr...damn!dun hav the time n the one dat i wan is fully booked!damn again!so will have to postpone or wedding till 2011 jan or feb..so scary!omg!sumones wifey...learns hw to cook?oh my!so nt me...bt will give my very best tr on hw to learn..will make an attempt one of dis daes..
was bein thrown outta my ward..currently in ward 27.cool shit or wat!the ppl r the greatest colleague dat ive knwn..he teamwork is always there..was quite skeptical bout the ppl at first..seeing their looks..bt actuali the r so much to werk wif..its nt dat im saeing i dun want to b thrown back..bt i kinda like the enviroment here.new changes.n im already adapt to it.
i mis my fiancee!ouh!n we r getting a new ride b nxt wk!weeeeeee!xtra ride...more relaxs.. i loike!a new bike..bt will still keep his 1000 of course!or i will kill him..!eheheh!kidding!
cant post ani pics cos first im at werk..secondly,i cant get hold of fianceeee lappy!shit!godammit!~
aniwei!missing my clans in wd15(nt sure if they r)!n cant wait to ride on his new ride!weeee!
so in the mean time i shall make more money every mth......by nxt mth i target 4k.n i will definately make at the rate im goin!yesssssssssssssssa!celebrity wedding here i come!!!!!!!!!

2009-05-05T05:59:00.002+08:00

wats wif the ppl surrounding me?they r jus nt being supportive enough i must sae.its jus so disapointing wen they sae didnt trust n feels weird talking to me.am i nt dat approachable nw?i mean im still AMALINA.the old AMALINA.ive nvr change.or shud i sae dat they change?i mean i will nvr give up anything for friendship.bt nw its happening rite up on my farking face.thanks.nw i knw where i stand..argh.

2009-03-15T02:36:00.003+08:00

Can the al be everlasting?ahah!fat hope amalina.argh!

aniwei,my al was a blast!whoohoo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!one of the best al ive had!
first of all the chalet was a blast!pure fun-ness!i swear no words can xplain te enjoy-ness,
gerek-ness,best-ness!plus all the new ppl ive mingle in the chalet.thanks u guys!
bt the food was a bit sucky.thanks to the RAIN.
bt then ABG najeeb saved the dae..ahahah!
in the end starved thru out the nite....bt drinking still carry on for the 3 daes at the chalet...
nw dat is FUN!thanks fiance for everything!

den the nxt plan is to go dbl oooooooooooo...whoa!one of the best daes dat ive
been to..the ppl,the place + the drinks!can the nite last forever?pls.
i jus love the ppl dat present dat dae..thanks to FIANCE,SABBY,NAJEEB,NABIL,IS,FAI SHAMEEN N WAN..nxt party ppl?

yesterdae had fun-ness again wif the same bunch of ppl again..to the same place again.ahahah!amal will nvr stops party.bt dis time was abit more fun-ness.shall nt mention it.only those whu attend able to witness it.hahah!n amal swear will nvr be like dat again.swear ok fiance.n to saby u shud c it babe!!confirm u will leave a alone n carry on wif ur dancing!ahahah!aniwei,will mit u up soon k bestie.more party n drinkings!love u guys!!!

pics shall b uploaded later.

2009-02-25T11:04:00.003+08:00

NARNIA.......THE BESTFWEN....AHHAHA!

yeahness!!!new skin!!!a million thanks to sabby!

for all the trouble!

aniwei,since u gt nuthing better to do...

might as well make full use of ur dae off...

hahaha!aniwies..,cant wait for my AL!!!!pls cum soon...

have alot of plans in mind...hope things will work out..

werk hav been so hectic..argh!!!

sumtimes i felt dat my medical side has changed disp..to PSY WARD.

NO further xplain.my colleagues knw best.phew~

had a reali jolly good time in medical.ahhahahahahahahaahah!

nuthing much to update..

2009-01-09T23:19:00.005+08:00

* INTRODUCING THE MAK-NENEK OF WD 15.........................................*

life is unfair.well who sae it is.

aniwei..,the maharani is back *cough*....

todae is simply nt my dae la kan.shitties.thanks.

due to all the audit-tieees.fyi,u guys sucks.

makes me go all around the ward running.mcm f**k.

aper tak nyer...

o845-nc informed theres audit.FUCKING ISO.WAT THE THE KAN.argh.

its sucks tau ppl.big time.arsehole.

esp wen its the morning shift.blur like sotong...

den suddenly u had to remember:

-spill kit

-6 goals

-random checks all the plug site,hand rub etc...

-all the expired dates for all the things

-hw to assess pain n hw u identify for differ pts

-all the stupid policies

-PLUS MUCH MORE.

ALL WITHIN 2HRS.

giler kan.fair enough i hate doin morning.dragging.

plus the audit....

at 12pm.....den came the good news.................................................

THE AUDITer DECIDED NT TO VISIT US...........................................yessa.

so...,in conclude all my effort is wasted lar.

bt it was fun lar!like both my senior the kaki gereks..trying to remember all the things..

a great buch of ppl to werk wif..heehehhe!

thanks u guys for the *encouragement*i reali need it at dat moment of time.u guys rocks my socks!

n the best thing is dat all of didnt go break..its nt dat busy though..bt i feel dat we shud just complete our job nice n steady n saving our empty stomach after werk..n yes we had a good dinner jus nw.thanks naz n jannah.lurp u guys(although u ppl can reali makes me pissed off).....

will b on morning shift again tmr.argh.dragging again.shitties.fine fine.gt to sleep nw.my eyes are giving away.as usual.beauty sleep.

2008-12-05T01:39:00.010+08:00

RANDOM.FOR VIEWING.

RAYER 2008

FIANCE N NEW RIDE

THE BLUES 2008

ENGAGEMT MAY 2008

NUSAJAYA 2008

never been like dis bfore...weeee!
todae decided to stay at home.ya i knw.tell me about it lar eh.plus its my day off.ya cmon ppl rub it in..*rolling eyes*

bt it was nt bad at all.

slept the whole afternn,brother had his fwens comin,so no choice to go into the room lar seh.*dream was interupted half way*damn.

aniwei,later in the evening fiance had his lappy on delivary.

pity me.been pleading him for the lappy for daes.*contented*hahahahaha*evil laughter*

dis i mention dat brother met with an accident.

ar2!aidil,my pathetic bro accident!

its like a hit n run thingy.poor him.

plus he just bought dis xbox360 i think.so the timing is jus rite for him to complete all the stages within dis mc daes.*rolling eyes again* boys n their toys.

n the funny thing is dat wen brother had the accident my mum bcame the clown of the dae.....

brother:"ibu i accident..."

mother:"uh?kau pat kedai din(kedai runcit)..?

i werk pagi niari..u balek jer k...."

brother:aper yg pat kedai din????!i accident motor lar!

i ader pat changi hospital skrg...

mother:ar??????!accident???????!abeh mcm maner?warded tak?

adek u keje mlm..masih ader pat hospital agaknyer.

u nak i kol dier tolong u tak?

brother:takper takper..i da kol my fwen to fetch me hm..

mother:ok ok..nanti skejap lagik i balek.i ambek e-leave skrg.

HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHAAAAHAHAHH!funny nak mapos siak my mother..until todae me n all my famili members will laugh at her wenevr we talk about it.such a bloody joker seh my mother.so nt needed durin dat point of time.ahahahahahah!bt love her to the bits!

cant wait for the xchange thingy for my ward paaaarty!weeeee!joynessss!so i pick out azra name...hmmm.......

still nt decided wat to buy for her..girl whu adores black.hmmm.....(shall get some help frm bestie saby)

ooouh!talking bout bestie....another round of feast pls??ahhahaahahaha!manhattan fish market?swensen?u name it n we had it all in just one dae..!one dae!tell me abt it man!

aniwei,that dae the nite was funnesss!plus mit up wit those two clowns(1 of them is the love of my life)..so supper was on us at swensen.

bestie was feeling guilty abt them paying all the time(i dun mind actauli)ahhahah!

bt once in a while its FINE.hmph.

so our nxt food hunting n bitching session bestie?soon aite.bonus coming!weee!!!!the smell of money makes my world goes round n round n round until ur broke.hahaha!den i will get headache.

talking abt money...sulking..

need to save up so much seh..argh!

plus i cant get hold of money in my wallet.will definately splurge.argh!!!

n plus i wana hav bloody grand wedding.can it b like the wedding of the yr?like broadcast it on suria or some channel?pls?ahhahhhahaah!*fat hope amal*

geeee!wedding?omg!i cant belive dat im so getting married in 2010!ya knw its kinda lmuch later...bt still its so xciting wen u think bout it..

those mak andam...henna all over ur hands n legs...those photoshots...ehhehehe!*gatal nak mapos*stop it amal!nw come back here.focus.saving money still.*slaps forehead*

will b back to blog again.till den!muah!

P.S:HAPI ANIVERSARY FIANCE!7YRS 6MTHS N STILL COUNTING...................................

2008-11-10T04:33:00.003+08:00

us looking cheeeeesseey!

SKINNY JEANIES!

CHEEEESE!
random.love it.

its like 4am lar..n im like in front of dis lappy still.sumone pls chop off my fingers?pls?so dat i can get sum slp.hahahaha.

love u dear.muah.

2008-11-06T03:21:00.002+08:00

farking random.
my first nite.weeeee...!just had naan.thanks harry.u make my nite reali wandafool lar eh.
life had been so much better...fiance is great..no more attitude-ness.hehe!love him to the bits lar eh.its been like so fun at werk...esp wif all the kakis..n ya my new nick is 'pok pok'.haha.i knw.tel me bout it.started by this one missy of mine lor.argh.aniweis,all my missy in the ward has their own nick.hahahahahahahahha.
saby,wens our nxt date?or shud i sae our double date??ahhahahhah!btw,hw r u 'progressing'?
aniweis..,cuszzy prom is coming dis dec...god!cant wait to dress n doll her up.she hav all the asset dat all a teenager needs.heheh.shall go shopping end of this mth..ouh n did i blog dat im alreadi broke?argh!nabeh!its only like 6 nov!another 18 daes to go till pay.god damn it.
shall get bk to werk!weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

p.s;fiance,im like secretly in love wif.................................ur new bike.bluek!

2008-07-03T17:12:00.003+08:00

back with chicken pox...!hahahaha!yes yes i was infected wif chicken pox!whu the hell i get it frm?as far as im concerned i gt no contact wif any chix pox pt.shitties lar kan!no life seriously lar!stuck at hm either slping..watching tv..or scratching..ahhaha!my face was like so badly pimple-lised!

aniwei..,a wk passed n im so so much better!thank god!weeee!todae the fiance is here..!bring his greeny lappy!at least todae my time r occuppied doing sumthing better..ehhehe!i miss ward!yes u heard it rite!i miss ward 15!its so much bord doing dis shit everydae.tmr will go cgh again to xtend my leave.i cant go to werk like dis!im horrible enough!ehehehe!till den!miss azra!

2008-06-15T17:58:00.002+08:00

erm...im in action oreadi.eheheh!i knw its like lamer giler kan since i update..haha!im like so busy lar wif werk n of course my lovey dovey fiance!loveu so much huny buny!(ok stop it mal.)will update the pics soon to my fwenster n here.will get hold of his lappy soon to get those mission accomplish!hahahah!
aniwei..,life has been good so far lar kan.werking so far so good.no more had dat i hate werking attitude.ahah!liss my narnia,cili padi,paris hilton kerk kerk..shud mit u guys up one of this daes aite.k lar till den will update soon.

2008-01-31T22:16:00.000+08:00

i had enough of the shit.i mean some ppl are just so plain busybody.nothing to do is it?
intrude in other ppl blogs n jus blurt out anything to others w/o getting the facts rite.
i mean come on lar although some of the lines dat i type is in my own farking language doesnt mean dat im talking bad bout others.
knw wat ur talking bfore u sae it out.
n F.Y.I i knw ur goin to read my blog.so might as well i dedicate dis entry to u.u shud knw whu u r.
kepo queen.

2008-01-18T16:53:00.000+08:00

weee...~im like over the moon,over the stars,over the sky..n over everything lar.haaha~
the date is cuming nearer n nw i felt like erm...is it too fast or..?bt wat the hack!
im ready to face all dis shit n am prepared to spend my entire life wif bf.
hes the one.no changing of mind.dun worry im nt fickle.
aniwei its set.on may 17.the nearest to my bdae.which i want.
bf fam is cuming on the 3rd of feb to discuss....weeeeee~~
xcited plus nervous+++...ahhaahhaahh!
hopfully things will go well.insyallah.

aniwei 2nite my first nite.shitties.nites on my freaking weekends.
n my 3nites wif emily.erm..shes fine.just dun get in her way.hah!
hopefully no collapse.pls god.help me.im just too tired to think.
currently my comp is still nt well.argh.nw at my cusy house.argh!
miss my girls.kin?za?sab?ili?like wher r u guys?
dun worry i will mit up wif u guys these daes n invite u guys personally ok.
the cult queens r my vips!weeee~~~

michelle?any more nice2 supper to bring me?wee~
p.s;i mish the bf oreadi.damn.

2008-01-08T03:32:00.000+08:00

on my 2nd nite wif denise.todae seriously aku tak leh angkats lar mata ku ini.berat sungguh.ahhahaah.yeah! bf pick me up later.so slpy oreadi.i think dis is my 2nd entry for the nite.haha.nuthing to do rite amal??haha!k bye ppl!one more dae to go n i shall hav a long break.nt dat long lar.3daes oni.bah~i mish my fwens.

2008-01-07T22:48:00.000+08:00

whoohoo ppl!!!the wait is like finally over lar...

get it anot ppl?its confirm may..so wait for my invitation okay..bt the close ones oni lar.sowie..i try my best nt to miss any one..ehheeheeh!bt the date nt set yet.aniwei..,im on nite.2nd nite.nt bad.not sleepy..YET.hah..

so last saturdae went club wif mon n mich n of course lar the bf.we go public okay.hahaah.drink2 abit...dance2 abit..went to mos as usual.nt fun lar.nt goin again.argh!the ppl are full of shit!arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!mats all over.hahaha!apologise to those offended.so end our nite at spize.had our supper den went hm..k lar goin to do my 4hrly para.shit.taking care ppl!lastly miss my bf..

2007-12-31T21:10:00.000+08:00

my comp is down for temp!so like ya lar ppl.im nt in action for this fwe daes until i gt to my cuszzy house or something.like argh lar!wa lao!im nw at the ward still waiting to finish report.which is nw ar.yeah!so till den!muah!happy new yr ppl...!be bk soon..miss my bf!

2007-12-13T23:55:00.000+08:00

it was fun!can i like do it like every single dae..?pwease?

so had my very first pay...was quite satisfied wif it lar..erm..nt planning to buy much lar dis pay..tend to combine it wif my another pay ..so the bf gt his pay yest!was fun lar the digits dat shown at the atm machine...ahahhahahah!!bt still he gt his commitments...so ya amal..,wishful thinking!!!ahahha!

so yest bf gt to werk nite shift..we oni got to eat our dinner den he had to rushed to werk..sad.had dinner at swensen orchard.was very full filling lar.until at the end of it we like so heavy to walk to center point to take the bike.hah!
bf had his crayfish pasta.n me chicken baked rice..as usual..+prawn dippers+rodeo wings+ice tea+oreo milkshake..=FAT AMAL!hahahaahha!so wat???once a mth.so..,indulged.wee~

currenty nw at cineleisure..hahahah!first time using the comp here..$3+ per hr.bf pay.hah!to kill time until our movie starts at 0025..+mon n michelle is also watching.the guys are like so into the motard website thingy.argh.boys n their toys.n recently bf is dressing up so weirdly.or shud i sae like GAY!serioulsy.sumpah!with the 3/4 pants+the tucking in polo tee..argh!pls ar bf.theres still me.theres still hope OK!.gawd.his wierd.bt i LOVE him.bf ...wens the date for our.......?cant wait!gawd.hes killing me..weeee~

aniweis....,had a so called belated bdae celebration for my mother.at ali's cafe.all of us had westen.will continue nxt dae.time out!hhaha!weeeeeeeeeeeee!

2007-12-08T16:07:00.000+08:00

was so sick these few daes...n i went to take mc.lalalallaal~~ya ya i dun care!im farking sick n i dun care wat other ppl gona sae!hah!so i gt two daes mc..weeee~n the best thing is dat the sickness chose to come on my pay dae!hw wonderfool can dat get??ahha!bt i was seriously sick..like worse body ache ever + feeling nausea!argh!so bf sent me to cgh.all together i got 3daes off..2daes mc + dae off..sahhahah!

den yesterdae went out wif bf lar..still kinda sick bt well..hes the medication ppl.ahhaah!went to eat bt cant reali eat..argh!paid for my slimming programme..den went jalan2..more jalan2...den i was hungry again.hah.we end our destinaton at simpang bdk.as usual.had a couple of dishes den went hm..as bf need to werk morning shift..ouh ya n the dae bfore mit up wif mon n mich.long time didnt had our blueberry sessions together..so had one dat nite..miss u guys so much.weee~tmr werking afternn..argh!bt i guess it will b fine n peace..knw y?cause the n/c is nt arun!hah!n i farking will get it frm her on mondae..i dun care!

aniweissss,mummy bdae was on the 6th dec dat dae...n i bought for her a diamond necklace.weeeeeee~i knw she will definately like it!cause she chose it!lucky u mummy!+ my bro present a bracelet frm sk jewelries..haiz.envy her.so ya,happi 52 bdae!muaks mummy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-11-29T22:39:00.000+08:00

dat pic was erm last mth i think.long time didnt club liao.dat was the last.yes i knw mon was looking hot.hah!n bf like erm i dun care if my pic dun turn out nice pose!hahaha!miss him lar.aniwei my werk kinda sucks.hate the n/c.shes too fierce.wayyyy toooo fierce for me.aniwei still trying to adapt.its a short update.tmr werk morning.so ya till den.wil try to updae as frequent as possible..for the courtesy of shikin.hahah!

2007-11-15T18:14:00.000+08:00

im back babes...haiz...(a long deep breath....)at last i got my nursing job.at changi general hospital..my ward was fine..ward 15..ASU plus medical overflow.nt much patient...n the bonus is dat its an air condition ward!i loike.like i so reali wan an air con ward..hate being stffy n hot plus those irritatin C class patient..no offend.ahah!

aniwei..,mis my girls.kin..!bile nak mit up lagi?kate nak jemput aku...ahhaha!getting married rite u?haha!tungu nanti off daes aite..

bf n me are getting along jus fine...getting more matured i guess..n been meeting him like almost every single dae..its ok...i loike!hes like my everything..like wateva lar kan..those mushy 2 sweet2 phrases are no more lar..time lambat lar nak syg2..ahah!6yrs da..hmm..speaking of 6yrs..hopefully wateva we planned on my bdae nxt wil come true..its still a secret to tell u guys...bt those who r close to me wil get my invitation!whoohoo!i dun wan to sae it!its a taboo!ahhah!k den will update soon!

2007-05-13T00:10:00.000+08:00

hapi 20th buttdae amal!!!yeah me!!!im a year older..yesha!

my advance bdae celebration was a HELL YA!!i had so so so much fun lar ppl!!i think im the most happiest person alive on dat particular dae..which is on 11may2007 and also 12may2007..haiz.thanks dearie for the surprise thingy which turned out to b nt so surprising.ahha!bt great effort!!!love u lar bf!n guess wat???most of my close fwens are all involve lar..credits to saby esp!!!argh!saby was the first person to give me a bdae present..haha!a shocking one indeed..yelar tu sab..ahahhah!!kalau tu chocs all hilang....u mati ar!nevertheless......,dats one of the best gift i got dis yr...wana knw wat i gt..??all i like lar.actuali most of thm i wanted to buy lae..bt den da dapat..,so very the bagus lar!whoohooo!!!
PRESENT NO.1:Saby's own creation of choc+her own design bdae card
PRESENT NO.2:Shira+Ipul,roxy wallet(like a pouch also lar..)
PRESENT NO.3:My cuszin,necklace frm chomel+locket letter A(bling2)
PRESENT NO.4:My bro+hs gf,a leather black watch
PRESENT NO.5:Last bt nt least..,a surprise pit frm the beloved
bf!+all the nice2 foods+all my fwens+his fwens+
nt forgetting my bdae cake!!thanks bf!
Basically dats wat i gt lar dis yr..thanks everyone for ur msges n wishes n the surprises i gt on my birthdae.i reali appreciate it.thanks a million.bt the sad thing is nopics taken lar.ahah!bt i gt take lar a few wit the bf.sorie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!love the ppl whus in involved!!!!!!muaks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

p.s;i simply love my bdae dis yr..hmm...nxt yr i wan....hmm...

2007-05-07T13:13:00.000+08:00

still searching....

whoohoo!my hair rebonded oreadi!yeah me.hahaha!n i oso gt new hp..bt nt so good one lar eh.nxt mth wana change!dun care!ahha!actuali im like so farking lazy to update lar eh.aniweis...,MY BDAE CUMING..dis sat!!!cant wait!!!hmmmm....wat the bf will surprise me dis time..ahahah!alar dun care.. pls ar at least on dat particular dae im able to get to eat good food!hopefully saby n the bf can join me.pweety pls...?hehehehe...ouhhh n im starting my werk by dis wk oreadi..at the old werk place lar..airport..haiz..better than no job.hopefully can ask sab along.till den.

p.s;bf..where r u seh...?

2007-04-28T00:36:00.000+08:00

sumone kill me cn?

So todae went to school..with the bf.thanks hor dearie for accompany me although just nw the weather the very the bad..bt still we manage to ride thru it.hahahha!while at skul waiting for the rain to get 'better' we lepak at the round about for awhile..guesss whu i meet lar ppl????its HAFASHA!!!whhoooohoo!we were like so surprised lar can..hes so cute.forever cute like teddy bear..so begin 'complaining' to him lar bout the no job thingy..n he sae if he wans to werk at his currently werking place..den just nw after he finished his werk..,we talked on the fone..had so much fun lar.hahah!so being a very kind -hearted/angel sent frm above fwen dat i will never 4get...,(ehhe) he sae he try his best to get me a job..mayb a private medic..haiz..hopefully lar i will get.tired of sitting at hm n oso wating for my bf to kol n asked me out..like hari2 ar like dis.hahahh.thanks hafasha..

Continue after goin to skul..;
Den me n the bf went to tamp mall..since its raining n bf needs to cut his 'beehive' hair..ahhah!!ok lar..nt bad lar.like usual.bah..eheh!

ala b,u botak pun i masih matair dgn u lar..

ehheeh..felling kinda wana much sumthing..n so we headed to the royals lar(opp ntuc at tmp mall).went to buy mango cake n double chocs cake.(if nt wrong eh).n so we bought genki sushi!!my all time fav!so long seh didnt hav any.mahal seh skrg.nabeh!w/o realising it,bf hav to go werk part time=to me having free pizza!woohhoo!!i loike!!the bf jus nw sent me as usual pizza being made by ipul..n beef lagsania..niceeeeeeeeeee!thanks!!love u..n nw im waiting for him to kol....(cpt lar kol..!nak tidor da nie!)argh!!!dat a pic of us..amcm?bole jadi couple of the yr tak??

p.s;HER:dear...sumone sae she wans to ride ur bike..can anot?
HER(again):of course!NOT!HAHAHA.

2007-04-25T20:36:00.000+08:00

sumone hire me can?haiz.......................

Been goin out wit my bf seh dis past few daes...like every single dae..bt nevermd!i loike!!am still missing him though..heh.aniwei..,went to gym todae with the bf at tamp swimming complex punyer atas..best gilerrrrr!lose a few calories..serious..tak bedek..its stated at the machine itself...bt den the fats are gained again after i ate 6 coins prata after dat..ahhahahah!!!!!!ya ya iknw its no use of me goin to gym afterall bt den so wat..i had fun..wheee!

me n sabby..
Then on mondae i went out wit my bestie,sabby.we sure had fun..esp at the heartland mall..at the atm deposit place.ahha!!!!it was so so funny.hah!sab sab...so had our so called late lunch+early dinner at pizzahut..yumz yumz!!so the sedap lar ppl.i had ole baked rice n sabby her piza+chicken drumlets(mcm biase.her and her chicks)hah!since sab had to b hm by 7pm..we jln2 near2 oni..dats when we went to heartland mall..n bought our all time fav bble tea..mine grren apple snow shake n sab i think its caramel..(hers all manis2 giler.can chop the leg one.)hah!so ya lor...nuthing much bt we sure had fun together dat dae...sab+amal=harewire.

p.s;b..nak piza free+ur galic bread special..yumpz!

2007-04-23T00:27:00.000+08:00

very the happy lar...aww!sakit lar!haha!

Was woken up by my lovey-dovey one in a million drz-sm bf at 10.30am.i was like wtf sia dis person called me in the farking farking sundae morning.(although everydae seems sundae to me nw.ahhah!)so ya...it was his voice(fortunately)if nt da letak da fone.hah!half awake;

him:harlow..(dragging)aper bikin.........???(like arse holey kan????)

her:baru bagun lar.by ur call..(dlm hati da menyumpah giler babi da)

him:ouhhhhhhhh...nak go kallang race tak?we go together..

her:uhhhhh.........?kallang race......?(seriously malas gilerrrrrr)
maner ur fwens b...?kater go with them....
(malas nak mampos nyer bebual..)

him:entar lar dorang...ikut i lar...after dat we go out.
go vivo..(tau jer nak umpan...ahhah!)

her:yelar2..suker lu ar...

Jadi hav to go lar with him to kallang.like bloody hot uh.seriously hot lar the weather..beh tahan ar...so dis kiasu woman which happen to b me..aha!bought 2 bottle air lar..ahha!takot kehausan ar..hahah!n kehausan indeed..hahah!'sun tanned' over there until one plus..nt dat long uh pasal race dier all very the kental uh...no motard scrambler..boring!!(yawning)bt still the bf insist on going..(catch fame uh.standard)haha!

After dat so called tak jadi sun tanned...haha!we sure hav to cool our body mah...so definately shopping centre..hahah!air con.beh tahan uh...jln punyer jln punyer jln...........sampai lar at suntec cty...had our breakfast+lunch..at kfc...fuh!!so very the very the nice lar..hungry oreadi mah...so all nice..u gimme one pathetic plain crackers also i will sae delicious hingga menjilat jaris.ahahahahahah!had my chicken...he had his zinger w cheese..plus the chezzy melt something2..ahha!ok lar..rating 3/5...bt they cheated our feelings uh..the feelings are so the little...baik kasi baby makan seh...stupidikiak!had our stomach boncet oreadi wen to smoke machine lor..standard.hah!slacked at suntec until 3 i think...

Den went over to vivo...whoohoo!so long never go..actuali tot of going to sentosa lar..bt den bf tot its a waste of time lar..nvr swim or wat..den go sentosa for wat..so bought ice cream at giant..haha!i knw kentalans..n also dis mango juice w alo vera..very the nice lar..we sat at the phenomen(spelling ok nt?)feeling uh romantic couple..eating ice cream...lvey dovey..haha!mcm paham!bt too bad the ice cream nt nice lar..shall nt elaborate it.hah!as time past by...i am getting very very grumpy n agitated.dun ask me y cause i myself nt sure.period mayb.sorie darl.

Wanting to make me smile..,bf brought me to east coast park..watched the ppl played the watever watever 360..fun lar..like seriously.if onli im a swimmer.....haiz...requirements:7yrs n above..swimmer..haha!7yrs n above is ok..bt the swimmer??hah!nt!haahahahha!!so we oni watched by the side oni ar..we stayed there quite a while..nice weather mah....kan da pukul 6pm...ehehh!arun 8pm went over bf canadian worl place..to check his schedule n mit his gay partner.everydae must meet one.the gf also kalah punyer..argh.

So arun 11 bf sent me hm..cause im like so so farking tired..plus im sleepy(bt can blog.hah!)plus im so sticky like super glue..eeee!n plus i nak terkencings..ahah!kes tak bole tahan lagi..ahahahah!!so quickly ended our dae with a hug and kiss cause i da nak terkencings lar.ahhaha!sorie bf..eheh!overall i reali reali enjoyed myself 2dae..esp having the bf by my side..awwawww..(swet nyer amal)haha!love u bf!to the max punyer lar!!tak boler angkat lagi lar!ahaha!muaks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

p.s;bf bike is still the champ lar.ehhe.

2007-04-21T18:21:00.000+08:00

nice one....

Introducing IPUL'S new bike.......haiz..so the very the lawa lar...awww!tak bole angkats lar ppl!so beautifool!

So ya ya him with the bike..n ismon having the same bike as shah..most of them are having the same bike..dun knw lar eh...boys and their toys..hehe.bt tell u one thing ipuls bike very the nice one lar.perfect lar.bt the harga also very the nice lar..ahhha!bt too bad nt my darls fav bike..so ya lor amal..dun even think about it hor..hahah!aniwie..,meet the members lar yesterdae nite..at simpang bdk...had lots lots of fun!so long sia me n shira never meet up.n the boys wen they meet up....mulut mcm pompan!tak tau diam!esp bom...never stop talking..even on the road..then went to changi beach..ahahha!as usual one dae go out never went to the beach bukan dorang ar..haiz...played uno..n fo the first time lar kan i lost.bcause of whu???my bf lar.irritating matherfarker.i admit im a soreloser.hahahaha!!!!fuck it lar...so 5mins to 12 the guys sent us hm..love darl so much!muaks!!

Todae also went out the bf bfore he went to werk..with saifullah tagged along...mcm racer seh dier..ahahhah!!!one dae i will take a pic of him n post it ok.buy sticker...lots of them lar to paste at his bike..ipul also bought sticker..alot also..as usual lar kan..me sitting under the fan..wating for them to paste and all..den arun 4 plus..went to tamp..slack with our bble teas..my fav..hehehe..den went hm..as my cuszin cuming to my house..enjoyed myself lar the whole two daes...love u ppl!muaks lar.

p.s;thanks bf for making me happy always.love u.

2007-04-18T18:15:00.000+08:00

boredom...

Im like so so farking bored lar at hm.like seriously lar nuthing to do.hidup pat rumah mcm sialans ar.argh.haha!!!!n i think bole jadi sieow ting tong seh lame2 at hm..da nak jadi lar nie..haha!erm..aniweis on tuesdae...,went out with the amals n kins..eheh..was supposed to go skola lar kan...bt den the transcript haven readi yet...so the 2 twins go airport to hav our luch...hehe!ya i knw..of all places..so long siah nvr go...so ya lor...so eat the staff canteen.farking big siah!bt den many chinese stalls ar..all sell the babis!!ahha!eeeeeeeeee!!!smelly skunk!!bluek!!!me n kin eat nasi campo n kin n amy eat fish soup..miss them so much...n they r getting pweettier seh...xcept me lar.as usual.the very nt pweettty want..haiz.biler seh nak lawa..hehehe.wat a question..hahaha!

just nw went out wit my aunt n cuszin to make her ic..ahha!

"aper mau bikin ic...time lambat uh..."ahha!

so had the passport size pic taken..was ok lar.shes fair.so nice lar kan.hmph!so went to busorah street to eat nasi briyani yusof power..erm...actuali nt dat power lar...bt ok lar..better lar than those yg lain..bt my mum punyer lagi best..ahahha!!hingga menjilat jaris..hahaha!!!den walk2 at bugis..n den went hm..so here i am bloggings..k lar ppl aku mcm da penat..nak releks japs..den mlm mayb nak mit the bf..whhooohoo!y eh like so xcited..?its just the bf wat wat..ahha!miss him lar.so long nvr hug2 n ride on his bike...ehehe..love u!bt bause of u also my clubbling paln tonite cancel.argh!!!!!!!bt i still lorve u lar!muaks!!!!!!!!!!!!!

p.s;still no job lar..haiz..

2007-04-12T20:01:00.000+08:00

updates..

first of all..heeh!c dat thing up ther...ya i just do it.hah!due to my boredom lar aper lagi.bosan lar dey sit at hm.haiz.da lar takde keje.the bf mcm sialz pulak 2dae.can like sumone ask me out?like a date oooor even to tamp interc.im satisfied.hah!yah..im dat desperate.n im nt the type dat will go out alone.mcm pompan takde kwn.dats y i need sumone.hehe.aniweys,todae did nuthing much.as per usual..wake up>>>>watched tv>>>>eat>>>>>cont watching tv(slouching)>>>>>called the bf>>>>>watched tv>>>>>played comp>>>>>watched tv>>>>>>>den sleep>>>>>>>den cont till the next following dae...and ya its dat bored my life every single farking dae..argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(better)

So ya..yesterdae went otu wit bf the whole nite!!whohoo!!!!!fun lar i tell u..so long no nite riding n stuff.can i do it again..n again...n again...ahhaha!!bt den he keeps complaining...

HIM:b..u tgk ar..u duduk jer motor i da tak lawa.dier terturun
seh.. (with dat irritating face of his..!)
HER:da lar!malas ar nak naik motor nie lagik!tak guna mcm
tuan dier jugak!biar i naik bus jer(feel like gulping him
down my throat...)
HIM:hehe..tak lar..tapi tk burok sgt ar..hehe.sowie ar.
(haha!his scared)

bt den i still hopped on his bike lar.takan nak public pulak.btw y am i blogging in bahasa melayu....????haha!!takper.sekali sekala.hah!
aniwei,went riding till 12..den he went to take his pay at atm.den we go shell n buy drinks..was supposed to club bt then he no mood.so went to spent quality time together as usual.ahaha!!those whu knw me will knw wat i mean.ahahha!!!bored lar...........!!!!!!cibai!!miss kin n sab.so kin wkends jadi eh.aku free....freee for u...hahahahha!!!love u ppl!muaks!!!!!!!!

p.s;currently dun wan to talk to bf.hate him.

2007-04-06T23:18:00.000+08:00

last death wish..?

Had a great time wit my family yesterdae..as my cuszys came...for wat..?for fun lar..its like a wkend thingy for us.hehe..esp wen denise came.shes so adorable i tell u.haiz..shes 4yrs old n farking intelligent..cant outspoke her.she will shut us up wit her own vocab.haha!u knw lar.small kidos.love her...cant wait for her to grow up...c whether shes pweeeety or nt..heheh.
cooked roti kirai..(my fav!)curry..ooouhh n i make dis lychee jelly...very nice....sweeeet!i loooooike!den put mix fruit..its so cooling.nice to eat in dis hot hot hot weather.so hot sia the weather..!argh.switch on two fan oso nt enough.mayb shud carry the fan wherever i go.hah!

haiz...abit worried lar nt having jobs yet..kinda bored lar ppl.nuthing to do.i mean got lar..bt den i want real work n got paid.no money=no life lar..aniweis,dis mondae goin to ttsh lar.like am i stupid or am i very stupid?????!!read dis.....

the caller:''hello?r u miss nur amalina?"

me aka stupid bitch:"yes..speaking.u r?"

the caller:"im calling ttsh HR..we have ur application here applying for the enrolled post at ttsh.n u r called for an interview on tuesday at 2pm.."

me aka stupid bitch:"oooouh..ok..wat shud i bring...?"

the caller:"ermm,bring ur photocopied certs,recent GPA points and nric."

me aka stupid bitch:"ermmmmm ok..."( like nt interested)

the caller:"ermm,so ya ok..c u..bye."

me aka stupid bitch:"ok bye."

Den,wen i put down the fone i was like..wtf sia amal..?!like i dont even knw hw to go ther sia least werking ther.hw eh i ask my fren..den she sae just reject uh.i was..erm..,its ok i c hw lar eh..
On tuesday itself while werking at ward my hp vibrate;

me aka stupid bitch:erm..,helo?

the caller:is dis nur amalina?

me aka stupid bitch:yes.dis is amalina(i knw la its the ttsh hr.hah!)u r?

the caller:r u aware dat todae u had an interview at 2pm regarding the enrolled post at ttsh?

me aka stupid bitch:actuali ya.bt den im SO SORIE DAT I HAD TO REJECT UR OFFER AS I HAD ALREADI ACCEPTED THE CGH OFFER..(uhhhhh??????which i dont remember!!!!!!!!hah!)

the caller:(sounded so polite n friendly)ouh;in dat case its ok.gd luck den.bye.

me aka stupid bitch:ok.bye(sounded relieved)hah!

Soon after dat,i realise dat its difficult fetting jobs lar actuali.fuck lar amal!argh!so stupidiak!!
so nw im goin wit amy to ttsh on mondae ti fill in the application form..fuck lar!cibai!arseholey!!!!!if nt i will b like so glad at hm waiting to werk dis early june..haiz..,aniweis,wish me luck ppl.hope i get it lar.lazy lar to find job.so leceh lar...argh!
till den ppl,im slacking at hm.in fact rotting.hah!

p.s;MAYB im goin picnic wit my babyboy.whoohoo!love u.

2007-04-04T15:06:00.000+08:00

A day with my cult queens...love u guys......(ignore the dates..)

can c kin not?kin..kin..u ther?

my 2 beautifools queens!!

will mish u guys....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Had fun time at town yesterdae..my craziness+sab's non-stop eating diet+kin's laughter=US!!!

HAHA!love u guys lar...stay in contact kays..aniwei,den mit the bf..wen sumwhere only us knw..ahhaha!secwet ar..hehe.till den anithing peeps just holla...muaks!!

p.s;to kin:ur the friend dat i will always remember..
to sab:ur the best bestie dat ive ever had.thanks for everything.

2007-03-28T00:08:00.000+08:00

I just wana tel u............................

dat i love u so much.its been 5 long yrs together..wished us for the best in future.love u lar darl!muaks!

p.s;dun tel anione.its a secret.hah!

2007-03-26T18:02:00.000+08:00

THE RED CARPET........WAS A BLAST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Overall it was fun!!whoohoo!!enjoyed my nite.like hell ya!!most of my gfs was there.esp sab n kin.u guys rock n u guys are reali beautifool!!like seriously..haiz...never thought the nite had to end so soon..will mish u all..

The foods sucks,erm the doorgift sucks..wat else..erm...basically dats it.bt the dj was okay.heh.the songs are to the bit.hah.so took lots of pics lar of course..its a must..ahha!

later dat nite went to watxh a midnite movie..wit sab kin n din.n ya his saifudin.ahah.never thought he would come along.u lucky pimp.haha!we watched freedom letters.it was nice.makes me cry.ahah!amal cry??like hell ya!!ahahha!!den dis best fwen of mine told us a story bout her sweet guy fwen...haha!!here it goes...she said dat her fwen is the sweetest guy dat she ever had lar.i mean the 'he' turn out to b a bit lembut lar.ahha..kin told us dat he will always treat her to nasi sambal goreng which cost 1.30cents..n will hav to share it together wit him..ahaahahahh!!!!how funny can it b??ahah!!it cost 1.30 n can still share a packet.haha!!bt kin u r one lucky bitch..to hav a fwen like dat.bt still...!!ahaha!!!!

Aniwie..,my nite at the prom was great n after prom was superb!thanks guys for making my nite a blast..

p.s;love u sab n kin!!!!muaks!!!

2007-03-23T14:31:00.000+08:00

it was fun bt lets nt do it again.hah.

So ya me n sab went to zouk.hah.bluek!was nt dat fun lar.erm..hw to put it in nice words eh..erm....,basically was nt fun as nt all my gfs was ther dat nite.sumthing came up.so onli me n saby went.met up wit bf and his fwen,ismon.hate it lar.nt nice seh.esp the crowd.like matherfarker!argh.

This entry was posted esp to;amy,kin n shikin.
I knw dat i think i was being selfish or watever u wana call me.im sorie bout dat nite.i want to be wit him n want to b my gfs.im left wit no choice.i knw u guys r like pissed at me.im sorie.dun worrie i did nt hav fun as much as i did wit u guys at mos.

And to sab,hahhah!awww!sakit lar..aww!boleh ar..ahhahah!!sieow!!nw ur officially nt rem-pits animore!whoohoo!made the rite choice though.no lose.hes so selege seh!argh!arse!erm...someone hav a new crush.....ahhaha!!!!love u sab!the ride was fun!lets do the it again!no!selfish!haahha!!!!!

p.s;im sorrie gfs.love u guys.

2007-03-10T22:58:00.000+08:00

Finally...the last lap...

Phew..!cant wait larh to like reali work at he hospital..erm...wearing those uniform..having those responsibility..where u can sae:'im nt sure..,u may ask ask the staff in charge pls..?'haha!its over amal.welcome to the real world..speaking of dat.,i haven applied jobs yet lar..aiyoh!mcm malas seh.hah!bt most probaby i will try to applied at changi.nearer to my house.hah!convenient larh..although i reali reali dun wan to werk there..the ppl sucks larh..bt wat to do.gain xperience.

Aniwie..bout my grades..haiz..got B oni.nt dat gd larh.bt the comment being made is okay lar.'Amalina is a very hardworking student.able to learnt alot of things during the posting.was able to communicate well and was very friendly towards the staffs and patients.'hah!thnkas god i passed n able to graduate.if nt dats the end of my life!lol!

Bout my darl..,erm...as usual..nw we kinda take things slow n steady.nt rushing into things like bfore.like making a din about small issue n stuff like dat.bt den nw im always alone.nt been goin out wit him dat often.hes busy wit his werk,family n especially wit his fwens.nt much time spent together like we used to.hopefully things will turned out just the way i planned it.out wit him todae oni for a few hrs,den he had to go to werk.miss him larh.

p.s;cant wait for prom nite!!whohoo!i mean cant wait for the after prom nite..hah!

2007-02-17T22:33:00.000+08:00

whoohoo!its valentine's dae!!

Its was a hapi v.dae for me..all bcause of my loving bf!love him larh so much..although we had it celebrated one dae after..so its a belated celebration laarh..heh.bt so wat..its still a surprised wat..ahha!i swear dat i didnt even knw wat his up too..hes reali good.hah.aniwei..,thanks for RING...THE GREEN ROSE...THE CUTE SITTING BEAR..n last bt nt least..,those surprised thingy..i loike.thanks a million.u reali my valentine a special one dis yr.heh.i reali apreciate ur effort dear..i love u so so much!muaks!!

p.s;missed my cult queens.badly:(

2007-02-06T18:13:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 5YRS 7MTHS ANI.

us at vivo..at the promenade..

the vehicle which will bring us wherever we want to go in a sec..whohoo~!

saw this thingy at the carpark..wish was his.hah.

had fun on ani.erm..love u?

p.s;thanks baby.love u.

2007-02-03T21:34:00.000+08:00

bring it on....hah.

was able to werk ar eventually ar sgh..hah...nice working staff lar..i loike.erm...,had probs wit him lately.i mean im nt sure whose fault bt den like its very childish of us to fight aboutsuch small matters.hate fighting wit him.tmr is my 5yrs 7mths with him.argh..!bt nw nt on talking terms wit him.haiz..bored.sumtimes i wonder r we able to b together till the rest of our lives..?im nt sure myself..at the rate we r goin.its nt dat im having doubt bt den he will always hav the blame being put on me..even though i knw n positive its nt my fault.argh.wats wit him..?i mean i knw him for more than 5yrs oreadi bt still..haiz.its ok..tonite will wish him den go to sleep.no talking on the fone.strictly no no.bout tmr date..?guess its cancel.thanks to him lar.argh.bluek!

p.s;mayb working at imh is nt a bad choice.hah.

2007-02-01T23:22:00.000+08:00

irritating can..?!

Pissed larh.argh.life full of shits larh.well shit happens.wat can i sae.hah.aniweis,need to survive for another one week n 1 dae more at Sgh..argh.not dat i dun like working there.i loike.the staffs there are nice.very friendly..haemotoma ward.so infection control is their main priority larh.esp for us student.no cover mah..bt den hate the walking distance frm the mrt to the ward.or shud i sae to the block itself.its so far.argh.its nt dat im comparing,bt cgh is much better for me lar..haiz...cant wait to go bk to cgh where i can wake up much later on morning shift.hate the 5am morning call frm my hp.argh!!!!

Bout him..i think its his 'pms' ar..argh.arse holey.i mean u wana go out wit ur fwens,i dun care.u can go out all dae or nite for all i care.bt tell me larh 'syg'..argh!dun bother larh.get myslf angry for wat rite?argh!bt den still lar..argh.forget it.bluek.dun wan to fwen u ar.(for nw)hah.

p.s;whoohoo!love me.

2007-01-30T21:58:00.000+08:00

my blog nt dat ready yet lar.tired.will do it sumdae.hah.
p.s;love u shah.

2007-01-27T23:14:00.000+08:00

happy bdae denise dahiyah!!whoohoo!!

Went over to denise house jus nw..had some bdae party over there..heh..u knw lar..small kids..lots of fwens come over n of course lotsa bdae present..envy her lar..hahha..also had some barbacue done along the corridor..was fun lar..very enjoying..gather with my family members..talk..,eat..,laugh..so took some pics n heres for u guys to hav a sneak at some of them..

p.s;been fighting wit him all wk.sorie.missing u lar dear.

2007-01-24T21:32:00.000+08:00

working wit crazy ppl..was fun!!!

first of all...,my daes spent at imh was fun fun n lots of fun...!!bt a bit boring lar..hah.aniwei,was unhappy wit dis sumone.luckly nt same team sia.if nt can die!sain ar working wit her..she thinks shes so farking great..??!!muka mcm tapai basi!!hitam mcm pantat kuali!!watever ar eh to dat particular person..shes gona get it if she provoke me just another one more time..just one time ppl!im farking dead serious!!arghhh!!!!make my farking bld pressure go up sia!!matherfarker!cant u just mind ur own farking business!and ya dont ever sae dat ur gona get marry to bf or watever stuff u wana do wit ur bf..cause it doesnt make any sense to me n i dont ever wana hear shit bout u and ur bf.it justs bore me to death.i just got one question to ask u....;ur bf is still farking skuling rite????'so...,dont ever talk about marriage or watsoever!finish ur ns first larh boy...or shud i sae finish ur skul first lar..im nt being arrogant or im talking big here...bt den at least my bf had done wit his ns already..n nw working full time liao!hah!!or shd i sae i can even get married nw!hah!!take ur farking time lar ehk ..n ya..,dun talk bout opening a joint account wit ur bf..at least i give u about few more yrs lar ehk..or start talking 'u' 'i' first lar ehk..some ppl are just plain jelouse.may u hav bad luck thru out ur life.argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

enough of dat bitch!!aniwei....,miss him larh..erm...abit lar for nw..cause like everydae sia im meeting him seh..bt dun worry larh im nt even sick or tired of meeting him..nuthing much larh...as usual,eat,riding..n more riding.like having arse sore sia..ahahah!!ouh ya n to v.rossi n v.shira...;thanks for the treat the other dae!we love it!it was delicious until i was too fulled to talk!hah!next will b our treat aite...love u guys.tmr gt party larh at imh..looking forward for the celebration..may allah blessed u guys.

p.s;mish my gfs n baby boy..

2007-01-21T18:01:00.000+08:00

whoohoo!dat was fun....!

had fun yesterdae wit sabby..hah!watched a movie together..GHOST TUNNEL..thanks ar sab for the horror movie.i 'love' it eh..was actuali told dat was a english horror movie bt den its was some japan hoeeoe movie!fark!it was quite scary ar!like the??!hah!bt manage to pull it thru!hah!sab sab!had mac donalds at marina square..guess wat ppl?yestedae mac donalds was awfool can!argh..!was so farking spicy sia!!both of us can not take it can..ahh!so decided to finished the chicken only n leave the patty on the tray..heh!i knw its unsightfool bt whu cares??hah!so overall hapi n enjoyed myself..n ya took onli a pic.no time ar..so till den..

p.s;im missing him.

2007-01-19T18:52:00.000+08:00

attachment time..

i must sae dat i miss hym so much..sorie for the fight dat dae.wasnt intentional at all.i was moody n grumpy at dat point of time..even until nw..im sorie.i reali mis u n i reali do.i hav no one to talk to accept u.u r the onli one dat can confide in.bt nw ur drifting away frm me.i mean y?r u like bored of this relationship thingy?its up to u lar dear.i mean i alreadi sae im sorrie..

been to imh for the first 2 wks..ok lar i must sae..nt reali enjoying ar bt can adapt ar.bt theres one thing icant stand..THE PLACE RELI STINkS!!!!!!!!argh!!!cant stand the smell ar...its terible ar..wa lau!i mean of course larh its smelly.its the pts themselves whu wash the flooring..mopped the toilet..eeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!bluek!!!!!!!!!!!!!trust me..,i cant even eat at their locker room...argh!cant stand it!!even wen im at hm..,i can still smell the 'hancingness'!!!eeeee!!bt i must sae ar some of the pts are nice..i reali enjoyed their company..hehe!thanks uncle patrick for all ur singing..n oso the others ar..hah!didnt reali remember their name..ouh ya..,n the beautifool potrait of me done by kamsaini..heh.although it looked like amily the strange..hah!bt i still loike!hah!hope im able to stay on still at imh for another wk..speaking of nxt wk..,im all dae morning shift can!hw to wake up sai!terible terible....!hah!aniwie had sims training just nw..,19.1.07...was farking not enjoying the training can....!argh...!cause y??gt suppayiah!!n also phyllis!!two idiot lar..stupid mutherfarker..!i mean kile ok lar..i didnt get any scolding or watever bt stilll..,they make me into anaphalatic shock can!haahahha!!!!da lar...!enough bout them!mish sab lar..ahahha!(do i sounded lesbo???ahhaha!!)

p.s;hope things will go on well for us.i mish u.

2007-01-14T21:15:00.000+08:00

my day was fine.

Today they had their bdae celebration..heh...dat was fun!...lets do it again...NO!SELFISH.....ehehhe....aniwei..ya lar...actuali all together its 4 ppl bade dis mth...bt the other one was shy lar to take pic..heh..guy wat..heh..so the small one...is denise dahiyah..turned 4yrs old dis 15JAn..the others..,not sure ar..hahah!ha pizza n ya lar..oso the bade cake...strawberry short cake pic..cute lar..heh..
till den...lazy to recalled my dae.love u ppl!muaks!

p.s;tmr start my attactmt oreadi..hmph...whoohhoo!!

2007-01-09T23:12:00.000+08:00

im to blame.

its difficult for me to xlpain.i mean its nt intentional at all.i swear.i didnt mean to hurt him or anything like dat.i love him more than anything in dis world.even more than i treasure myself.i cared bout his feelings..n stuff like dat.im truely sorie for what ive done.wat u read was my past.nw is the present.n im dying to b wit u in the future.it was partly my fault.im sorie.i knw u wont b able to read my blog n understand hw i feel towards u nw.u oni get to read the old me.nw im serious bout u n never ever did i imagine dis dae would come.

u make me smile every single dae.never fails to brighten up my dae.ur voice itself will make me smile even though im crying at dat point of tyme.i dare nt sae dat 5yrs together is long enough for us.i knw dat even 10yrs of relationship could be shattered in just 1 dae.had a great tyme wit u all dis while.i dont considered us off.i knw u need tyme to think thru.im sorie for nt cuming clean wit u all dis while.tot dat it wont ever effect our relationship.i regret for things dat had happened.

i knw its nt easy for u to forget n just frogive me in a split second.it take time.for nw maybe its best dat we give tyme off to each other.shit happen.wat done cant b undone.i mean its 2005.nw its farking 2007.sorie dear for everything.wont blame u even if u have to leave me.im to blame.

p.s;u will always b my babyboy.

2007-01-03T23:25:00.000+08:00

return of the msworld.hah.

comp is bk.baby is back frm k.l.two things that i cant live w/o.seriously.five daes was like shit.fuck u baby.dont u ever go away dat long aite.gona mish u badly.heh.aniwie 2dae had to accompany my dearest mum to k.k,for her endoscopy procedure.she was nervous like her.i understand.dun worry..hope the result is negative aite.i will always pray for u dear.went ther abt 1300hrs..straight register..den waited at the endoscopy suite..sounds like a hotel or sumthing uh?hehe..suite??haha!!aniweis,as usual my mum was like so farking scared dat she kept askin bout the procedure..hw farking shit wil i knw wat the doc gona do..although im so called a future nurse.hah!was her turn den..like finally..bout 15mins..den came out wit dat face of hers..her pain tolerence-0!!hah!so like ya lar..it was very painful for her..sorie u had to go thru all dis..its for ur own good..den the clark sae result on the 18th dis mth..so ya...wait again lor..no choice..pray hard its negative n nothing serious.insyallah.
den...,meet my baby!whoohoo!he fetch me at k.k..so didnt had my dinner wit my parents..went out wit baby instead.mish him larh.cant help it.as usual..,smells good..dress nice..love his sense of fashion larh.simple but nice.heh.so had some finger foods..went riding..n guess wat he bought for me at k.l???nt to xpect those things at all..!i swear!!!!!!!firstly..,he take out dis heart shape metal box..wit a gold ribbon on top of it...i swear i tot it was a choc..cause he sae so mah..im gullible mah!wa lau!den wen i opened it...it was a famous amos biscuits!!omg!!i reali reali love it!thanks huny!!cause he knws dat i wan dat famous amos biscuits like a long tyme...since we bought it for sab's bdae present..heh!!hah sab!!i oso got it lar!ahahhahah!!so...like ya..i tot dats it larh rite..heh..n i was quite envy him wen i saw dat new nike watch dat he bought at k.l..it was a imitation one bt i farking swear it looks like original.i swear..n guess wat ppl???he bought it for me also larh!!!!!!bt a bit smaller....heh!!was likely for ladies larh..i truely truely love it!!!it was so nice!!its a black digital nike watch..yipeee!!!new watch larh amal..cedebah!heh..thanks huny....thanks a million..love u so so much..n ya....bfore i end dis entry..wana wish me n baby a hapi 5yrs 7mth aniversary..may we be together always...just like wat we wished for every mth we celebrate our ani.may every mth u love me more.heh.love u.
p.s;cant wait to meet my gfs.love them to the bits!

2007-01-01T17:30:00.000+08:00

erm..harlow ever1?
so hwa u guys been doin these hols?at hm?slacking?i tot so too....1mth is too long for us i guess...hahaah!to my gfs..had fun wit u guys on sab bdae dat dae..hahah!especiali wit dat weather uh?eheh...bt too bad za nt wit us..aniwei,mish my babyboy soo much!!!!haahahhaha!!!!!!erm...k larh nt so much ar...bt got mish ar..ahahah!!hes like farking far away sia frm me..like in k.l..haiz..promised to b back by dis wed bt den he prolonged the duration.argh!til fridae!n we gona miss celebrate our aniversary together.hopefully its a prank...just like wat my cuszy assumed..ahahah!finger crossed...*nuthings up latey..no been goin out since sab bdae..so quite bored ar..ask me out larh ppl...i wil b glad to go out wit u guys..hehehe..yoohoo!wheres sab eh??think shes lost uh...nt benn calling me seh..action ar..k lor fine lor...i will keep quiet lor at home..bluek!guess wat ppl?went to mos wit my babyboy larh!ahah!he was so cute...wit all that dance moves...im so in love wit him at that point of tyme.i mean like until nw also larh..we boggie all nite..hehe.till 4.45.haiz.,so tired..thanks dearie..we shall do again aite bfore my term start...thanks for everything aite dear.u knw wat i mean.so ya..mish u ppl..erm...n ya i passed my exams.whoohoo!!nt as wat i expected..bt ok lar.can still make it ar.nw im at starbucks wit my cuszy..using her laptop..thanks!heheeh!till den i shall b missing in acton again ppl!muaks to all!love u!

2006-12-24T18:34:00.000+08:00

im back..

haahha!!yeah!yeah!at last i get hold of a comp wit internet excess..ahah!at my cuszin house..thanks ya cuszy.think gotta get a new comp ar.hate u!(my comp)life seems bored my comp.nw i knw hw u feel u baby.hehehe...

aniwei..,my darling gf bdae is cuming ar..whoohooo!!hapi bade to sab!hapi bdae to sabariyah!hapi bdae to u!!muaks!!!!love u gf!my all ur wish come true aite baby!i knw dat nw u have to face all dis kinda shit..bt dun worry,im always here for u aite..u knw it rite?relaxs n enjoy the singleness u hav nw...hahhaha!!

aniwei..,hw about another round of roti naan huh??ahahah!!i knw u love it rite sab??haah!!will treat u again k the nxt tyme u sleep at my house....promise dis tyme the cheese one kay darlings..?ahah!!

im so in love dis past few daes wit my baby bf!love him to the bits larh ppl!eheh...mentel eh amal..ahha!hes like treating me like pwincess ar..n i loike!!eeheh!!hes lke busy wit his werk bt den he still make tyme to go out wit me..thanks a million!n all those treats u hav been giving me...bt i still wan dat ralph lauren perfume larh baby....next mth aite?ehe..thanks for the new helmet..i loike!!like powre ranger..haahh!!the new helmet shall nt hav any stain or watsoever on it k..i promise nt to throw wen im angry wit u..heeh..or i shall b sentence to give u a kiss!hahaha!!

cant wait larh ppl for sab bdae.....dunno wat to buy ar..sharing wit my baby to buy her a gift...hope u will like wat i in tend to buy for u ar..pls ar.ehheeh!!

k l arh ppl..till den i shall b missing in actuion again till my comp is repaired..anithing sms or gimme a kol k..i will definately layan u ppl..dun believe can give it a try lor..no need to pay one hor..ahahh!!

love u ppl!muaks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

p.s;sab...i mish u...faster leh come my house.

2006-12-17T19:05:00.000+08:00

had so much fun!!whoohoo!!

Firstly had to type dis down ar......I WENT TO CLUB WIT MY SKOOL FWENS!!!whoohoo!!!it ws so much fun ar.....'lets do it again...NO!!selfish!!'....hahah!!me n gf sab..kin..amy...n kin...ahahah!!!sab had to sleep over my house as u knw larh ppl...ahha!she wss like so farking excited ar for the thing..guess wat?i oso ar..ahha!!although ive been there many times..bt the feeling was just so great wen i was with my skool frens..u knw...taking mrt n stuff..hehe.always went there take taxi..haiyah..so like ya larh..

Both kins was late..haiyah!!aniwei it was raining so dont blame them larh..had to walk undertunnel..hehe..kewl...i loike..!it was nt dat far ar...ehee..since it was raining,decided to hang out at mac first while waiting for the vips..amy n sab had their burger!ahahh!!at 11pm??ahahha!!healthy ar ppl...ahah!!love them!muaks!!...............................fast foward.........................

ahah!!headed hm arun 5 after had our farking early breakfast at mc...eheh..so tired larh after 5 hrs of dancing..energy all used up..ehhe...bt i loike!shall do it again!whoohoo!!rite sab?ehe..

p.s;thanks baby for letting me go..love u!

2006-12-13T13:50:00.000+08:00

freedom...!!!whoohoo!!

yesterdae was fun!!spent tyme wit my baby..hehe..went riding wit him.love u baby!muaks..!!he knocked off at 9pm..so by 9.15 im oreadi at my void deck waiting for baby arrival..ahahah!!im the mean tyme..,i called sab..,asked her to talk to me first while waiting..heeh.thanks sab!bt den my batt went flat!argh!!so ya lar..waited and waited...den baby came..whoohoo!!whoot!whoot!
hehe...
first pit stop is the caltex pump station..hhaha!run out of oil..so ya..pump abt 8bucks..den off we go.
we went to town..(for no reason)hehe....sight seeing...disturb riders..ahahh!as usual..so since we r like near the suntec cty by den..,we finally stop at esplanade and rest our arse for while..haha!chit chat, listen to music..,den v.rossi called to mit up at fort rd..bt den we headed to ktm first to grab sumthing to eat...we had dis jemput2..vvveryyyyy niceeeeee!i loikeeeee!!heh....plus dip it wit the sambal!!whoohoo!!it was all on baby..gt bonus mah...bt den dis friday is the real treat larh.dat one was nuthing..ahah!!so stomach fulled,headed to fort rd..mit v.rossi,ismon n leslie..heh!mish them so much larh..all was riding scrambler except for v.rossi...aiyah...bt still he looked the best lor...good looking mah...hehhe...
den like many things happen larh..malas uh nak type..ahah!!
..............................................fast foward....................................................
arun 4am, baby me n ismon headed hm.cause i was like farking sleepy..hahh!sorie uh baby...promise nxt tymei wont sleep k darling!muaks!!
p.s;thanks for the kinde bueno baby!love u!

2006-12-12T17:11:00.000+08:00

whoohoo!!!its over!

Argh...finally my comp is okay..haha!was sick the past fwen daes!ahah!funny rite??comp oso sick!!hahaha!!aniweis...,finished my last paper liao!!!!!!whoohoo!!!!!!!!party all mth long!!!yeah!!!!ive been like waiting for dis mth like for ages seh!!wa lau!!lamer seh!!!
im like so farking happy ar dis this skool thing...,exams..,is finally over..i am goin to like enjoy myself to the fullest...bt den still gt 3 mths attachmt to go...alah its like next mth wat!!i dun care..mauahahh!!!
hmmm....been quite close to sab dis few mths ar...shared quite alot of things oso ar...love her larh!hahaah!!!hw i wish our houses r just like beside oni...so everydae can go out together...alah kiter tingal jauh pun we still mit up!ahahha!!so make no difference ar...!!hahah!!i mean shes so adorable larh...hahh!!eating my chocs 24/7 seh!aku tak kisah!kau nak kena ganti ar!!hahh!!
erm...wat shud i do first eh......................
tonite im gonna mit hym!!yeah!goin nite riding larh!da lamer seh tak go out wit him at nite...miss those daes larh...hopefully yg lain pun ader ar..so its nt so boring ar.miss ipul,shira,zira,kit,bom!!biler seh nak go out together like last tyme we used to??we need to catch up u guys...aniwei..,im free for like one farking mth..so saper2 nak ask me out..silakan.....hehehe.....i will b glad to go out wit u guys..muaks!
p.s;goin mos tmr!!whoohoo!!

2006-12-09T11:53:00.000+08:00

Still sick uh...my throat getting worse..argh!
aniwei,had fun yesterdae...wit my old folks..hhah!and my two other cuszyies..nana n fiqah..my father fav niece!aiyoh..!they can like get anything frm my father..ahha!
so went to vivo cty..tamp mall..we eat n shop ar..wa lau..tired sia..i was having fever yesterdae..bt den still i followed them..my exams r getting very near liao..bt still haven even open up my books n notes..haah!
seriously ar cant study ar dis tyme..i tend to concentrate more on wat im gona do after the exams...hha..go club..,hav chalet..,more chalet..go out wit fwens..my bf...haiz...aniwe..,sumbody sae y i didnt mention bout the twins..k fine here it goes...
i met my dearest amalina at ite..haha!we hav the same name bt den very diferent personality,character n of course the most important thing..,shes much more beautifool them me lor..shes more soft spoken..in short she got all the good points lor...haahh!i love her!!!muaks!!n oso my shikin oso gt a twin...which is amalina bestfwen..,shikin oso..ahha!!!wat a small world..!love them to the bits!!!
p.s:love u amy.

2006-12-07T14:51:00.000+08:00

Things dat im gona miss so much...

my fellow mates...nursing mate..
lecturers...miss julie,mdm grace and etc..
foods..at cafeteri 1,burger busters and etc..
my so famous puki cat dolls..za,sab,ili,shikin..
disturb those mats..ahhaha!losers!
run away frm mr tan...ahhha!especially za and ili..
drooling over those hot boys..gawd!tey r cute!welmo ur one of them!ahh
make the most noise at class...dats us!
sharing mp3 n hearing all those songs...be it rnb to emo.u name it,we hav it.
bitch...which is spent most of the tyme we at skool..
no more goin to cafe1 toilet...where there water..haha!hygiene ppl!
no more wit our wild imgination..we r creative ppl..hahah!!

i will definately miss skool.,like big tyme.i spent most of my tyme at skool during the wkdaes.like half of the dae..i reali cant bear to leave skool..ysterda was like the last dae i study at ite college east.still remeber the first dae at skool.i was so blurred like sotong.hahha.first person to talk to was sab...aww....she so sweet...n guess wat? she was the most stingiest person dat i ever come across..! gahhahahah!!!!nw she like so much better..!!thank gawd~!
anwei..,hope things will go on well for my other gfs.
to ZA n ILI;go to dat uni k.study hard to get in there.i will always pray for u guys.dun worry~insyallah~
to sab;i knw dat ur a one smart gerl n very responsible one i must sae among us.hope u will get watever n whoever u wish for in ur life aite~insyallah~
to kin;erm....small bt....haahah!!du u knw u r a very determined gerl?aiyoh...sometimes difficult to handle lar..bt den ppl changed..love u kin.
as for me..i hope dat things will go as i assumed it to flow.bt the bottom line is i knw i had made n knwn friends dat i would die for in these 2 yrs.thanks guys.

2006-12-06T22:10:00.000+08:00

So...wher to start uh..er..fast foward uh..
was like fucking ssick uh these past few daes.those i recently talk to will knw the condition of my voice.haha..i rock.reali reali bad sore throat..argh!need to buy dat strepsile cough syrup ar.canot tahan oreadi hor..aiyoh!!!wa lau!!cant talk much ar...fed up u knw..!
aniwei,celerate my anniversary dat dae.it was ok lar.he was quite nice to me.no marah2..no angry2..hehe.syg him larh.seriously..,i syg him.ahahh!went to many places.erm..,esplanade..bugis..changi beach n many more pit stops..haha.
next week is my exams!and trust me i am nt even prepared.like seriously.dis tyme round im dead.dead ppl.
til here ppl.gt to change.goin MOS.whoohoo!!

2006-12-05T10:33:00.000+08:00

im sick..urgh..hate it.

2006-12-03T23:56:00.000+08:00

hav u ever....?
i mean hav u ever fall in love wit someone until no matter wat ppl sae bout him,sae bad bout him..,gossip bout u n him behind ur back..
i hav...n still goin thru it...i knw someway,somehow..someone out there are dissapointed with my decision..bout me goin back wit him..im sorie.i knw dat i hav dissapoint u guys.i mean its just hard for me accept our seperation.we hav sort thing over n decided to start afresh.hes reali sorie for saeing those things to me n will never ever sae it again.i chose to believe and forgive him.and denied everything.thanks guys for being there for me wen i needed u the most;za sab kin ili.
w/o guys i dun think i can survive.i just wana let u guys knw..,u guys are the top upmost in my 'must hav' wish list.
and to dat sumone whu hav just viewed my blog...heres to u...;
someway somehow..,ur my virtual dat i type to wenever i hav problems..n oso u can sense dat i hav problem...n it is so nice of u to sms me and ask me hw am i..thanks ya..i reali need dat at dat point of tyme.i realise dat we hav nt meet since the dae we knwn each other.i mean like reali go out.nt fated i guess..ahahah!!!wtf amal!aniwei...,good luck wit ur national service thingy.serve the nation man!ahahha!!wow..!someone gona look so macho in dat army uniform..take cr k.i=n i will miss msn-ing wit u.wit ur lame jokes..ahha!!!
taking -caring...miss-missing..

2006-12-02T11:50:00.000+08:00

Yesterdae had fun at skool....during the PCB lessons...other classes seems to b concentrating wit the upcuming exams...bt den my class the 'D' class had an activity going on..hhehe.thanks Mdm Grace Angel for eveything especially the torchlight..eheh.so ya..,firstly we sat in a big circle..den was given each a piece of coloured papers..folded them like a fan..n the next thing is dat we had to write positive comments abt the person next to us!it was so fun!!!n we had to stop wen we finally got our coloured paper bk..
I was quite surprised by wat my classmates sae bout me..
1.HYPER..(which is true..)
2.always the one dat lighten up the class.
3.talkative(is dat positive..?)
4.noisy yet entertaining(hahaha..!)
and many more larh...cant remember larh all of them...aniwei..,love them no matter wat they sae abt me.they are the best classmates that i ever had.it started out the D class was the quite class....bt everyone changed...even Qui ke changed...a typical china gerl to havoc bitch..ahhaha!!!ur nice Qui Ke..hahaha!!
will always remember;JR0504D..

2006-11-29T15:39:00.000+08:00

BARNEY THEME SONG;
I love u...U love me...We are happy family...With a great big hug and a kiss from me to me....(MUAKS!)...wont u say u love me too...(I love u..)
p.s:for HIM..(i miss u)

Had fun yesterdae wit Him..hehhe.as usual he was fucking late..bt ya..,its okay cause i knw u r so so so tired..n ya thanks for sending me to skool..apreciate it.n ya those mac donalds breakfast too..later went to met his fwens!!love them!!muaks!u guys r the best better than the rest...hahahahaha!since Bom is going to Brunie dis wk...we thought of meeting him the last tym e uh..will miss him!aww...(missing him alreadi..)hes like the king of the joker larh.will hav stomach cramp wit wen him.and the best thing is dat hes a fucking safety rider...nt like some ppl..whu thinks dat he ride fucking slow..its safety ass holes!!fuck u ppl whu thinks dat hes a tortise.too bad u suck!loser!Aniwei..,hang out wit them for a while den had to head home.kinda late though..so ya although didnt had much tyme to spend wit thim..,bt its ok lrh.i will always pray dat ur safe n sound over there kay Bom.N dun worry sumdae u will find sumone dat will apreciate u more than u r.take cr....
till den,peace?

2006-11-28T11:35:00.000+08:00

LOVE U GUYS!!!!HAAHAAH!!!
STUPIAKKKK!!!!!!BODUAK!!!!
p.s:dis is oni to my pukicatdolls.muahaa!(evil)

2006-11-27T21:48:00.000+08:00

Another fucking bored dae had passed.i reali cant understand y skool nw adaes r like super super fucking boring!urgh!no entertainment,no hot guys to drool at,and oso no hot gossips to talk abt.its always the same old damn thing dat we will bitch.pls ar.i need sunthing to enlighten to look foward to go to skool pls?anione?bfore i end my skool daes.which is so so soon.
Wow...time passed fucking fast.like seriously.i knw dat i sound so oldies.bt ya..,its real people.i will definately missed skool.haiz.
Aniwei...,theres one thing i loike for sure..which is the WEATHER.gawd!its so nice to sleep all dae long.bt den i cant afford to sleep all dae larh ppl.actuali just came bk frm jogging sia.need to lose my stubborn fucking fats!remember???my diet routine which sumtimes slipped off my fucking mind!ehhehehehe!especially wen im wit my gf.they r the seducer!ahhahaha!!!u gys are evil ppl!its nt helping me burn my fats!!!!( but still love them to the bits!)...tot of going out wit him bt den the weather changed the situation.bt its ok.i dun mind.theres tmr wat..aniwei i knw dat hes fucking tired.so ya..,being a very considerate partner,i wont disturb him.(apreciate!)
love u ppl!
p.s:i think i might b going to a gig on the 10th next mth.ehehhee.hw cute.scared ar.

2006-11-26T12:31:00.000+08:00

Whoohoo!!had fun yesterdae wit my gfs...at vivo..love them to the bits!muaks to all!!erm...had LJS yesterdae..n oso CLAM CHOWDER...OMG!!!it was sooooo niceeeee!!!craving for that for sooo looongggg.........heheeh....bt den it was a bit thick uh..bt so wat!hahaah!!!so headed to starbucks after dat..hehe.i had a VANILLA FRAPPICINO...OMG!it was oso vverrryyyy niceeeee!!!very swweeetttttttt!!!i loike!!we den go up to the public park..it was wkend mah so alot of people larh...and the water was like fucking dirty ar!aiyoh!!!!INGE PAR!!hahahhahaha!!!SAPEDIKIA!!NEVER!!!!i love my gfs.they r so fun to b wit.very2 bitchy sia...hahaahahahahh!!bitch like nobody businesss...wtf!aniwei 2dae im doin project wit sikin.so shes coming over nw..erm...still waiting for her.till den bubye!!bye bye nw...bye bye!!

2006-11-24T20:43:00.000+08:00

13 THINGS of why i'm still with HIM after what WE have gone thru...

when u say u love me for the 1st time
when u held my hand tight on our first date
when u looked at me straight in my eyes
when u smile whenver i make silly mistakes
when u called just to say hw much u misses me
when u showed concerned towards me
when u bought me stuffs w/o any special occasions
when u tell jokes and make me laugh
when u lend me ur shoulder whenver i need it
whenver u sae sorry even though its nt r fault
whenver u praised me saeing i was the beautiful gerl u hav ever met
when u kissed me on the lips;which shows dat u loved me
when u kissed me on the forehead;which shows dat u respect me

2006-11-23T18:38:00.000+08:00

shikin is ryte beside.like literaly.erm...shes reali annoyin me.like big tyme.n im like all over her bestfwens,ZIZI!shes so pweety!omg!erm....and nw shikin is annoying ili.can i just pick her up and throw her out of the window..??please??hahhaah!nah...just kinding...i mean den my hands will b very dirty!hahaha!!!!sorie shikin!!!just have to write it larh!hahaha!sumtimes she can reali get on my nerve!like reali!urgh!just had my NAFA just nw.i didnt reali run larh.leg cramp larh.eehe.crap!i was like walking all the way seh.ehhee....so much of me wanting to lose weight. i ws den promoted to assisten p.e teacher..aahhaahh!mr shahul trust me.so he wans me to conduct the class like him.hahaha.so funny.me being a p.e teacher???huh??its so nt me sia!!onthe other hand i will b holding my foods and the other hand i will b holding the whistle and blow for the student to run for the NAFA..eheheheheh!!contradicting sia amal!haiz.miss him though.yesterdae was too short for us to spent tyme together.love him.shit!i just admit it again!and again!and again.love my puki cat dolls.

2006-11-20T17:28:00.000+08:00

Nw at skool...erm...doin project wit brand and carrie...ehhe.they ve gone hm..,so here i am sitting rite bside sabby.updating our blog i guess..erm.....those bitches r like in front of us uh...aiyoh!such a bictchy bunch!hate them...ehehhe.especially the short one.urgh!cant stand her larh.enough amal...its a sin.hahahahah!aniwei..,goin off soon after the rain stops...so ya..taking caring!miss missing!

2006-11-19T12:58:00.000+08:00

Sundae...boring...no plans yet...bt hope dat hes gona ask me out(finger cross*)tot of goin to the movies...hmp...so long uh since i watched a movie wit him....i miss him.urgh.again...wen ur in a relationship..,u will nt realise hw much dat person mean to u..i mean we take it for granted..dats is wat happening to me.for the 5yrs..,ive been taking him for granted.him leaving me is the last thing i had in my mind.i love him for whu he is...falling in love wit him was quite funny actuali.he was my bestfwen bf at dat point of tyme..(im sorie amy)bt den shits hapen...suddenly he changed my life completely.i ever fall in love bfore bt den he was different frm others.r we fated to b together.things do happen within dis 5yrs..,bt den we still go back together.r we fated to b together?i reali love him n i reali do.we always do things together..we cried together...laugh together..hope things for us can go far.

2006-11-18T23:20:00.000+08:00

Had fun wit one of my gf...SITI SABARIYAH ABDULLAH..hehe..love her!sooo muucchhhhhh!!!muaks!!!!went to VIVO CTY..!YEAH!ehhehe...took pict at her hp(didnt bring my digicm..arghh!)straight frm tamp went to vivo..it was fcuking big!like seriously big...didnt walk much cause sab had trouble wit her PINK CONVERSE SHOES..cuter larh she..hehe..love her outfit just nw!(wish gt body like her!uhgh!)she wore dis short denim skirt..wit white flesh imp blouse..she pweettyy!envy her..hmm...aniwie....reached there den window shop for a while den had our dinner...at banquet..both of us had the same stall foods...the hand made noodle...so delicious larh!!hehe.....bt can eat much uh..on diet ar..den went to the heaven of all foods..which is the candy empire!ahhaahahhhahah!!!bt den didnt treat myself larh..dun worry..i buy chocs biscuts for my mum n this tulip flower like candy for my puki cat dolls...will give them on mondae..heheeheh! hw nice can i b rite..i knw im sweet..thanks!!love u too guys!after sab had bought hers , went to the upmost level..(nt sure wat its called)had a very beautiful secenary..!!omg!!can see the cable cars..sentosa...n etc.sat at the plateform where our legs can touch the water undeneath..it was so kewl!!hehe!!yalar there was tons of ppl....bt whu cares...they can like fcuking smell our feet ar..hhehe. i mean its very unhygienic where the kids are like swimming in the water..like reali swimming in the pool....aiyoh!!!nt clean rite the water...aiyoh!!tak de baik larh!in the mean tyme we were talking bout stuffss...regarding our loved ones...hatred ones...n ya as usual bitch.our everydae routine.nw i guess i feel comfortable talking wit her larh...like we can talking anything under the moon...hehehhahahah!!!love her larh...as u guys knw she like into dis some guy which is suppose to b confidential..i mean ya lar...its her so called honeymoon period...so let her b....hope everything will go on well ya sab!u hav my blessing!may the luck be wit u!!!!ahhaah!!then there goes the social smokers..no further question asked..hehehe.aniwei...,had a reali fun tyme together wit her.hope dat the other 3 could join us to our next visit ther.will take more pics.wishing the dae wont end.so ya lar..erm.....hmph....nak sleep larh.tired.nyte.muaks!!

2006-11-17T21:24:00.000+08:00

COME BACK TO ME
(Vanessa Hudgen)

Y'all need to get ready to hear,
the unbelieveable, indescribable
Vanessa Hudgens
Baby V

Everyday I try to play another game
But my heart can't take it
I try to find another boy
But all the while I can't face it
Why do I miss you so much?
I wanna stop to turn inside
oh baby please
give us one more try

See you out with all your friends
Laughing it up as you pretend
to have a good time, I know cause I'm living the same life
I'm about to got to say
we can't keep living this same way
so I'll be the one
yeah I'll say it I'll say it I'll say it I'll say it again

Baby come back to me
in my heart I still believe
we were meant to be
together so whatever it takes

Baby come back to me
I should've never set you free
love maybe
come back

I wanna call, but then I stall
cause after all, I just couldn't take it
cause if your play was to push me away
you know the day, my heart you'd break it
[ these lyrics found on www.completealbumlyrics.com ]

I know we made a mistake
it's just like your foolish pride
Come back to me

Let us try, let us try, let us try

Baby come back to me
in my heart I still believe
we were meant to be
together so whatever it takes

Baby come back to me
I should've never set you free
love maybe
come back

You know you miss your Baby V
And I can see that you think about me
so why do you act like you don't care
like all this love between us isn't there
I know that you're upset
I know I did you wrong
I know that you want me to pay for all the pain i've caused
but in the end it all comes down to just one thing
it's you and me

so I sing

Baby come back to me
in my heart I still believe
we were meant to be
together so whatever it takes

Baby come back to me
I should've never set you free
love maybe
come back

2006-11-16T20:23:00.000+08:00

love u sab!!!!